Wednesday, March 26, 2014

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In about a week..

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What are ya'll cons regarding traveling?
In about a week I will be heading to Belgium with my class. I'm actually pretty excited, we will be staying in Brussels, the capital of Belgium. But I do wonder how the whole experience will be, my class is a bit bipolar at times, but I guess I'll just have to wait and see. It will probably be fun.
There's one thing I'm worrying about; food. Since I don't eat meat I'll probably have to special order things and such. I don't know, but it's a bit annoying. Already here in Sweden there are so many food options that passes just because they contain meat. 
It feels like there's a lot of things going on. Right now I'm looking at universities and such, I'll apply tonight I think, my primary pick will be musicology in Uppsala University.

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Brussels at night!
Beautiful buildings~


Thursday, March 20, 2014

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Sorrow

Much have happened since I last updated this blog..
Firstly, the biggest school project for us seniors is done. The project was about writing a report about a subject we got to choose ourself) and if we don't pass, we won't be able to graduate. So it's a big deal, so I have been busy and stressed over that project for a while, but it's all done now.
The second thing is.., my cat passed away this Monday. It feels crazy. I had that cat, Murre, for 15 years. 15 years of a friendship. We got Murre when I was 3-4 years old, I don't even remember a time without him. Now when he's gone it feels like a big piece is missing. These last couple of days have been the worst of my life. I've never experience death or losing someone.
And please don't think that he was "just a cat", he was so more than "just a cat". I don't even like when people talk about animals like that. Murre was one of my best friends. He has been by my side through all the bad and all the good times. And he has helped me a lot, even though I can't pinpoint on what he has helped me with, all I know is that I always felt loved by him. I felt pretty lonely as a kid and with him by my side, life felt easier.
We really had a special friendship. When I was going to pre-school he always used to walk me to the cab. Later on he used to watch me in the hallway before  I went off to school, like these last years of school. He used to follow me around, especially if I was outside. He sometimes followed me to my friends house. And almost every time I used to sleepover at a friends house he started to act strange, like sleeping on my mom's lap, which was something he never did. Murre was spoilt and also the biggest diva ever, he had a big personality. Very stubborn, not that friendly always lol, disliked other cats and he loved food. But he was also very sweet. So if he liked you, you better feel special.
Lately I've had some weird mood swings. I feel happy for one second, and the next I feel completely miserable. I don't feel like doing anything, I'm just laying in my bed. I've never cried this much in my life. The nights are the worst. Seeing my bed empty hurts, knowing he is not under the bed, or on the couch downstairs hurts. I'm still looking for him yet I know he is nowhere to be found. This all hurts so much. I've experienced feeling I've never experienced. Like missing someone so much it hurts.
Me and my family didn't loose a cat, we lost a family member and one of our greatest friends. My dad, that doesn't even like cats has been down. He rarely expresses he's emotions either, so it feels weird to see him sad.
It was my decision to put him down, and I feel terrible.. He became sick during last week, and it became so bad that he couldn't even eat or drink. He lost so much weight, started to smell bad and got snotty. I felt like then, that he was too old to be saved. 15 years is pretty much for a cat. The vet said saving him would be impossible.
I am now writing these last sentences with tears rolling down my cheeks, I just want him to know that; I miss you so much, and I love you so much. I'd do anything to meet you again. For me, you will never be gone. You might not be here, but you will always live on in my heart and mind. I love you so much. And we all miss you so much.




Saturday, February 8, 2014

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Cosplaying!

http://www.pixeljoint.com/files/icons/full/minishlink1anim.gifI was thinking of cosplaying last year, but it didn't really didn't went through. But now I'm thinking of cosplaying Talim from Soul Calibur. She was and still is one of my favourite characters from the game series, and she does look slightly like me.There's only one thing I have to do if I'm going to cosplay as her, become fit. And I'm unsure if I'm going to buy or sew the costume. I looked on ebay it was pretty expensive, so I think I have to sew it. I was also wondering if anyone was going to recognize me, but then again it's a convention, there will probably be someone.. It's a nerd-get-together. And yeah. Have you ever cosplayed? :D

I'd probably need circle lenses..


Sunday, February 2, 2014

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So what have I been up to?

Two thousand and fourteen still feels kinda fresh. So what have I been up to? My brother just left, so now it feels like I have some time for myself. I've been spending time with my siblings as much as possible when they're were home. I've been playing a lot of video games with them, such as Minecraft, LoL, Hearthstone and not to forget; The Sims 3 (which is my latest addiction). 
I've made a family containing 2 sisters, one is party animal whereas the other one is very down to earth. Can you guess who is who? I really love the sims, I've been playing it since 2000, and I was 5 then! I'm a pro sims-gamer.




Tuesday, January 14, 2014

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Happy New Year & Welcome 2014

imageHello! I haven't posted here for a while. I haven't really been busy.. I really don't know what I have been doing. Except spending time with my siblings now when they came over for Christmas. Do you have any resolutions? I have, and it's pretty simple; To be happy. But it might be a bit hard to achieve but probably totally worth it.
Today I stayed home from school, didn't feel that great. I have btw come up with an idea. :D Yesterday I got a mail from a company that's filing for bankruptcy, and they are selling their stuff super cheap. It's Japanese-related stuff, cute stuff, lol. So now, I'm making a big order on clay and other implements. I'm going to try to make my own deco stuff and then sell it, maybe on stor envy and/or different conventions. It might be better to start of with conventions, then when I've earned a little I can turn to storenvy. A jewellery in the same kind of style I'm planing to do:

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I've noted, my years on conventions that you can make real good money because people are willing to spend. ;)) I've been one of the spenders. I don't think I'll take that much over price, but I have to win on it also but it isn't all about the money. I'm not only going to make jewellery, but the rest you'll see. It's fun though. Something new and fresh, a good idea in my opinion. And as always, click on the photo to for the source. :)


Tuesday, December 24, 2013

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MERRY CHRISTMAS 2013

I just want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas, and also a Happy New YEAR! This post is scheduled but that was all I wanted to say. And if you don't celebrate Christmas I hope you'll have an awesome day! With lots of joy and cheer. I'm excited, it felt like it was Christmas eve just 2 days ago, and now we are here again. Time flies by, like crazy!




Monday, December 23, 2013

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Christmas times

I can't believe it's Christmas eve tomorrow! In Sweden we celebrate Christmas on the eve, the 24th. Right now, I really don't have any Christmas feels, and I think it's because there's no snow outside..
It sucks, no snow, no Christmas. Or I'm just grown, I've left childhood,but I don't want to blame it on that, it makes me sad thinking of it. Anyways. Usually it looks something like the picture below during Christmas eve in Sweden. I so hope it will snow today and tomorrow.

Took this picture about a year ago, it looks like some kind of snowy paradise.