0 MERRY CHRISTMAS 2013

I just want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas, and also a Happy New YEAR! This post is scheduled but that was all I wanted to say. And if you don't celebrate Christmas I hope you'll have an awesome day! With lots of joy and cheer. I'm excited, it felt like it was Christmas eve just 2 days ago, and now we are here again. Time flies by, like crazy!

1 Christmas times

I can't believe it's Christmas eve tomorrow! In Sweden we celebrate Christmas on the eve, the 24th. Right now, I really don't have any Christmas feels, and I think it's because there's no snow outside..
It sucks, no snow, no Christmas. Or I'm just grown, I've left childhood,but I don't want to blame it on that, it makes me sad thinking of it. Anyways. Usually it looks something like the picture below during Christmas eve in Sweden. I so hope it will snow today and tomorrow.

Took this picture about a year ago, it looks like some kind of snowy paradise.

1 Becoming a vegetarian

So I haven't blogged about my experience as a vegetarian, to apply, I haven't been it for a long time. Last month I decided to try out to be a vegetarian for at least a month, and it wasn't a hard decision to make. And I haven't had trouble to adapt myself to it, since I've been considering it a lot. So it wasn't really a overnight decision. But to admit, the first few days was kinda hard. I had to stop myself from eating certain stuff. Also, the day after I made the decision me and my friends were going to eat pizza, I was then close to order a meat pizza, but I found a vegetarian one! That was when I was close to just post pone the vegetarian decision.

Why I was considering of it before, and why I am it now is mainly because of the animals. I think the meat industry is horrible, the way they treat the animals. I don't want to post any pictures here because I don't think I can because it's too absurd. I'm also not so fond over meat, I really don't enjoy the taste. But I do like (love) chicken and grilled steak, but I felt like I could give that up because of the sake of the animals. The meat industry is not also just harming the animals, but also the environment.

Speaking of environment, I'm trying to eat as environmentally friendly as possible now also. So I have cut down a lot when it comes to candy. And if I eat candy or snacks, I read the nutrition label and makes sure it doesn't contains things such as palm-oil (which destroys our rainforest's) .

I also am an animal lover. And no I'm not trying to say that "if you're an animal lover you can't eat meat". Because of my love for animals it doesn't just feel morally right to eat them.
Lastly I'd like to apply I'm not the best person to take advice from, since I've been it only for a month, but some changes I've noticed are that: 

+ I'm not as sleepy as I always used to be.
+ I feel full for a long time after I've eaten.
+ I just feel fresh.
- From the beginning my stomach hurt really bad, it just hurt, nothing else, it wasn't that pleasant.
+/- I've lost weight, but that wasn't my goal.

 

I warn sensitive viewers.

 
Oh look how much space they got..

So my last words are: I could imagine myself being a vegetarian for the rest of my life. Also, my goal with this post was to hopefully be a bit of an eye opener for someone. I really think people should be aware of what they eat, and don't close their eyes, instead take responsibility for their own actions. I'm not trying to make people vegetarian, since people will never give up meat, but if you're going to eat meat, then for an example buy meat that's locally produced. I think everyone should try to change the meat industry so it becomes less or more fair. Right now meat is mass-produced, and meat is animals. Animals are mass-produced.

1 Cold Owl

You may have seen I've made my header a bit christmasy! ^^ I mostly made this post because I wanted to show the prettiest gif I've ever seen. Since it's the final week of school before the holidays I'm pretty stressed with some assignments. I'll post something fun soon. In the end of this week.

2 Christmas gifts

I still haven't bought a single Christmas gift. I feel like I am somewhat behind, and I don't even know what to buy..I think I'm going to bake/buy something edible and put it in a own designed mug for everyone in the family. I would also write a meaningful quote on each and single one.
Then I want to buy and add something extra also, but I haven't really any ideas. I read my old post about ideas, but I still need a bit time to think.. And maybe some tips? Are any of my readers celebrating Christmas and have you bought presents?

Watch this video. It's great, I got the mug idea from it! You should also subscribe to her, all her videos are great.

1 ♡ Christmas it up ♡

I'm in a blog-mood. So here's a post just for everyone to get dem christmas feels, some christmas inspo-pictures and music. ♡ Lots of love.

 

0 Dem' christmas feels

Christmas is coming, it's less than one month now. I'm so utterly excited! A couple of days ago my computer completely shut down, I can't even start it, and I don't know why. And since I'm addicted to League of Legends and can't play it with the computer I'm currently using, my heart is aching and breaking.
I was also planing filming and making movies with my new camera and upload to YouTube, but this computer have no editing programs. Ugh. Well windows movie maker exists, but there's no storage what so ever.
I was planing on so much. But now I have time to study and prioritize  time. And buy Christmas gifts in time. So that's good. ^^  Have you guys started to buy anything?

0 Time does indeed fly!

London was fun and interesting. I didn't take that many pictures though. I was at first nervous to fly all alone, but now I feel used and feel like I can do it over and over again!
I've been pretty busy these last couple of days, since I came home. But today I received my camera! I bought a digital camera, so I can film (I've been wanting to make youtube videos for ages). It's a Canon Ixus 240.

That cat was alive. ^^ It slept at the disply window. Pic 2#, I ate at yo! sushi.

What do you guys think of Starbucks coffee? I don't like it at all. But maybe that's because  I don't drink coffee.

Night time and me! (Starbucks children's menu: chocolate)

3 London Time!

Hello!

I've been thinking of making this post for a long time. But haven't just got it done. Now to the topic! I'm heading to London in less than one week, I'm going to visit my sister. Which will be fun. I have never been there, so this will be the first time. I'm a bit anxious since I need to travel all alone. Anyway. So if any of you have been there, please give me tips on good stores or places I should go and visit! 

            

0 Ask me anything!

I got an ask.fm account, so go ahead and ask me anything! I've thought about creating an account for 100 years but making up an url is pretty hard. Now I just need to go and download the app. Do any of you have ask.fm? (so I can follow u) If so, or not, what are your thoughts about it? Here's a link to my account: http://ask.fm/itisnea . It's not the most original url/username. ^^

1 Spooky nails

I'm not sure the exact date of Halloween, but I think it is soon. I want to celebrate Halloween somehow with my friends, but I'm not sure exactly how. I'm not sure either how I am going to dress up. Last year I was a skeleton/doll. I'm not sure if I posted it here. I also did a speed-up video, but I haven't posted it since I think my hair look so messy haha.
Do you guys have any plans on celebrating Halloween?

This was me last year!

Cool Halloween nails, from this tumblr.

More like party Halloween nails! ^^

1 Ebay

Hey guys!
I have been avoided my blog for a while, always when I open I'll be like:.And then I'll be kind of avoiding. But I feel like I'm making a little progress, so why not a post something then? Yeah. I've just turned 18 this weekend, and 18 is a pretty big age in Sweden. I didn't do that much though to celebrate it. I hanged out with some friends, and family, but it was also fun.
This weekend most people of my class and my school are going to this night club to celebrate the fact that there are 250 days before we graduate. I had totally forgot that it was this weekend, and my class are having a 80's theme, and I got nothing to wear. And my best friend in my class isn't going so I don't what I'm going to do.
Anyways. Since I've turned 18 it equals that I can start ordering stuff online!! From mostly erryweeere. I've been waiting for this for so many years now.
I've been looking at stuff on Ebay today and I found so much I want to have. I'm a bit unconscious though.  Have you guys ordered from there? How is the shipping? Have you ever been scammed? Something important a newbie should know about.
There's a Swedish Ebay website called Tradera, and there I was scammed over 50$ (US dollar). I should have been more aware of the fact that it was a new user with no reviews. 
Some stuff that I want.. 

Adorable.. ;u;

2 Runaway

This is going to be a long, personal and not so happy  - post..
I have this stupid tendency to runaway from my fears, thoughts, feelings and people, I just runaway as soon as a problem pop up.
 I feel like right now in my life I'm at one of my lowest points. It's scary because I really don't know where to turn to, my mind is switching. At times I actually feel happy, not genuinely happy, just happy. Then I feel super depressed, like I don't want to continue anything in life. Continue nothing.
I feel like I am at point where I'm trying just to runaway from myself. Which I can't. I feel like my biggest enemy is myself, and I am trapped.
I feel like I haven't been myself the last couple of years. I used to be one of the happiest people on this planet (what it felt like), I used to appreciate every little aspect in life. I used feel excited for things, I used to laugh, I used to love people, I used to be happy.
Now I feel like an empty miserable mess, at times I see no hope for the future. No feelings, I am just like a robot. I am so tired. I am tired of putting on this facade, always seeming so happy. When all I actually want to do is runaway. I guess only a few of my friends can tell that I'm not happy, not sure if even them.
I mentioned already that I don't know where to turn to, which is kind of a lie. I do have friends.. I want to  tell my parents that I want to talk to a psychologist, but only that part seems like a big step. Every time I decide to tell them it's just like I shut down.

The reason why I feel so messed up, is over a lot that have happened lately, especially these last couple of years. Growing up, realising things that you don't want to realise and finding out things you didn't knew. I've also kept stuff that happened way back when I was a small kid inside. It all bottles up, and I'm about to burst.
I know the reasons, but I don't know how to handle it.

About 7 years ago, I thought things were tough.., if I only knew what I would feel now..

I am aware that I need to do something about this, that is why I made this post to open up to you, and also myself. I also made it so I know it will be here, and remind me. And the next time I'll make a post I've done at least one small improvement. Like talking to my parents. Hopefully I can look back at this post someday and think: "I did it, I am happy now".

0 Back to school 2013: Hair ~

School has started for many of you I guess, if not it's about to happen, or not. Either way, here are some interesting, fun and easy hair styles that fits your everyday life. I've tried them and I like them! And the best of all are that they are non heat hairstyles. ^^

If you are like me and are very stressed at mornings to fix yourself and wants a hairstyle that takes a short amount of time but yet still is pretty this is something for you!

 

Something more fancy. ^^ 

2 Hello school

So school has started, and it's my last year in high school. It feels so darn strange. Next year I'll be in college. And I think I've founded my school, and what I want to do. I'll study in the USA. Btw, some of you may have noticed that I haven't updated my blog in a while, I haven't feeling that great actually. So that's the reason why. I need to start focus on myself, for real this time. I always say that, but I usually don't do anything about it, and problems are just building on top of other problems, I feel like I will burst soon. I really don't want to blog if I'm feeling down, cause I don't want to spread negative feelings. 

With all that previous said, I will do a back to school post later today! ^^

3 New Disney Princess 2013

I don't know if you've heard about it, but there will come another new Disney princess named Anna, in a movie called Frozen. The movie is about Anna finding her sister Elsa on an epic journey. It premiers on November 2013, it's also based on a HC Andersen story. Anyways, I'm so thrilled, I love Disney movies, the old ones and the new ones. But the animated style reminds me awfully lot of Tangled. But I hope it's good just as good as Tangled, or even better! Are you looking forward to it?

3 NärCon in pictures~

So as I mentioned in an earlier post, NärCon the convention is over. I had lots of fun, and it was a cool experience. The only downside was that I felt ill most of the time there. I felt so dizzy and not present, like I was somewhere else. It felt like the time just flew by, and it was over too quickly. Oh well, the dizzy feeling is still left, and it's so annoying. I don't know what's causing it.

Snacks in the train!

I'm hiding, I'm not that photogenic.. Let's blame it on that!

The queue was so long!! It was pain standing there, me and my friend had to pee. :(

Cool cosplay :D

My friend! If you want me to delete this pic,I will. o_o

I bought some cute catears! ^^

My pretty shoes.. My feet was so sore and filled with blisters, ew. Could barely walk.

iPhone pic, me and my friends! ^^ A less derpy picture of me.